hello nosey parkers! {:D}

2008-08-13T00:37:00.000-07:00

I miss my girls...

All the best for your exams babes!

xoxo.

Bezza

2007-07-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

http://behindscene.livejournal.com
xx

2007-07-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the hassle.
XXXX

2007-07-21T02:15:00.001-07:00

Release of Harry Potter's book. The queue was incredibly long.

Curry feast and some fine wine, beer and white rum. It was really awesome! (except for the rum) The chef of the night was John. (That's hot!)

Good company, good food. :)

No hopes, no expectations.

2007-07-20T16:55:00.000-07:00

My day had been like one fucking roller coaster ride.
I hate to say it's so true. :(
So, that is it. It never been my kinda thing, I should have known it better.
Just piss off.

2007-07-19T11:59:00.001-07:00

I swear you'll hardly see me smile with my teeth in photos. I know I need braces.

I'm so over blogging lengthy posts and whining about the sky, weather, people, anything and everything.

2007-07-16T15:25:00.000-07:00

I think I'm suffering from hormones imbalance.

2007-07-16T12:24:00.000-07:00

I look awful. :O)

The result of endless procrastination:

Information overload
Caffeine overload
Rushing for deadline(!!!)

I know I deserve it.

2007-07-15T13:10:00.000-07:00

Love x Infatuation
So what now?

2007-07-11T15:49:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's with kids nowadays.
An american boy waved and said hello to me. I smiled back (weakly) because I was totally exhausted. I continued walking and heard the boy exclaimed "Snobbish!" I was pretty sure he was referring to me. He expects a warm enthusiastic greeting? I bet if I did, he would probably points at me "She's crazy hahahahaha."

I'm really really really tired. Goodnight.

2007-07-10T16:41:00.001-07:00

"Nature VS Nurture"
I'll let you know later.

2007-07-09T13:46:00.000-07:00

Feeling is the one thing many people take lightly of. It's rude, insensitive and awful.

Add some spices to my life, will you?

2007-07-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

I hate to say this but... Life is really a bore. Eat, study, sleep and the cycle goes on. Oh yes, I'd been on potatoes-free diet. So far so good. And yes I think it's pathetic not being able to eat something you'd always enjoy doing so. (Blah(!)) It'd been a (temperamental) wet weather in St Andrews. Raining/drizzling/heavydownpour. Summer... Nice one. :) I spent my friday night hanging out at DRA's bar with the usual people, had drinks, a few sessions of pool then cabbed to the student union. We all bought something to bite on from Empire. Delicious kebab(!) But, a little too saltish and melvin's saturated fats. Met a rude woman at the student union. Apparently, student union's management decided to ditch young girls for old ones instead, to run the bar/reception. We had food with us and yeah we weren't supposed to bring food into the bar and she screamed at us: OUT! All of us were extremely crossed with that woman and hello??? we're human beings not animals. Mind your p's and q's. Obviously, she'd never been taught so. However, her attitude took a 400 degrees change. (Note: I was exaggerating a wee bit). She didn't scream at us after we went in again. Instead, she smiled and said some stuffs and told us to enjoy ourselves. I was like :O Ten minutes ago, she went like this: OUT! I SAID OUT! Menopause. That explains it all. Hahaha. Had drinks, one session of snooker by accident, pool, and some arcade-like games. (None of us knew how to snooker works. And it was really hilarious.) The bar was unusually quiet yesterday and by 12AM we were the only souls left.
I shall be disciplined and try to complete my assignments. Essay + Essay...

Look, I told you so.

2007-07-04T13:26:00.000-07:00

1,2,3,4,5(?)
It's the fifth time I "lost and found" my meal card. :| While I "lost and found" mine, Winnie had hers "lost and gone". Trust her to be so calm and fine about it. Hahaha. An expensive lesson learnt, I guess?
The results for term 2 were fairly good and could have been better. I'd made a little tiny improvement of one point. It may seems like an insignificant pathetic one point but it's not. It's always good to know you made an improvement. At least that's what I feel. :)

Say hi nephrons.

2007-07-03T16:35:00.000-07:00

Exhausted.
1500 words about alimentary canal and nephron(???). Tell me how not to think it's tough/crazy/unreasonable considering my sub-zero knowledge of biology. Clare suggested to me about reading up Ladybird's Biology. Isn't that an amazingly awesome fantastic suggestion? *Rollseyes* Deadline is in a week's time. IELTS examination is also a week's (++) time. We knew life's not going anywhere (at dead's end) with Clare. We've resigned to fate. :) Shut up.
Actually, school isn't as bad as it sounds, or rather as bad as the weather. One moment you see the sun shining brightly, then you see mr and mrs grey clouds, then you see the gay drizzle, then it's a heavy downpour yay(!) The bonus was... my new pretty white linen trousers got stained/dirty whatever. Greattttttttttttt(!)

Readinggggggggg now. Bye.

2007-07-03T13:54:00.000-07:00

"Why do we let facts and figures and anything but dreams rule our lives?"
Because dreams are nothing.
Nothing.

Shut up.

2007-07-02T11:39:00.000-07:00

X
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
x

I don't wish to see you so upset. I really hope both of you will reconcile and be happy, like you both used to be.

I've seen it. I don't understand why you did it again. Fuckkkkkkk. I'm really feeling blah. I'm saying nothing. I ain't a totally magnanimous person when it comes to ____. It's none of my concern. I should stop caring about the world when it had abandoned me. Ignore my last sentence.
It's funny how people declare that they're "not ah-lian", "good gurlzzzzzz" yadayada in their profiles. :| If nobody was to say anything, why would you? Yes, I do have a problem with it. So? Hmmm. That got me thinking.
But aside from my random thoughts and mixed feelings about the littlest things, everything was alright, school was fine. I didn't contain much hatred towards it yeah.

What you're completely lack of is: genuineness.

2007-07-01T11:58:00.000-07:00

The phone conversation with Jill made me realised how much I've missed out in her life. And you're not forgotten my dear.
Happy Youth day to all. = School holiday for all except me. Lovely.
I hate ELT. Yes, I mean what I say.
Bye

2007-06-30T12:53:00.000-07:00

I've been giving a lot of thoughts about the must-dos when I get back. I'm really excited, looking forward to home. I know it sounds a little ridiculous but shut up that's how I feel now. 55 days more. Go go go!

Must-dos

Meet up the loveliest girlfriends and beloved 11Gs :)
Shop till I drop. Heh. I'm going to buy more shoes i.e pumps, flats, sandals, heels. The shoes sold in the UK are expensive and ugly.
Have an early early birthday celebration no?
Learn cooking (Ya, I see your jaws drop and people shouting "NO WAY")
Spend quality time with family
Go back to Innova. I will need to go back to collect my PW + MT results right. And besides I really feel like going back. I miss it.
Eat eat eat eat eat eat eat. Japanese cuisine. Thai food. Prataaaassss. Taiwan Shilin snacks at FEP. Steamboat. Authentic Chinese food thanks. Timsum! All the expensive, cheap delicacies. You name it, I eat it. :):):):)
Fix my hair. Maintain the length, thin/trim/gloss it.
Manicureessssssssssss pedicures yadayada

I'll only be back for three weeks or so. :( On top of those, I've to renew my Visa. The British Embassy in Singapore is !@$@$%&*%^$%^$#@#!**. History shall not repeat itself again.

One of week of holidays is coming to an end. How time flies... It's the final term. I'm going to give my best shot and graduate at ease. :) Meanwhile, enjoy the last 24hours of holidays. :)

Photos Galore I

2007-06-29T04:31:00.001-07:00

My organs.

I think we look better than the statues. Giggles

The amount of shots we'd for the night (6shots each :|), excluding the baileys, vodka red bull, gin tonic and beeer.

I think this is the highlands cattle. It's not cute at all.

LEGO! (i took this so i cld show gary and make him jealous. :P)

I've the best blood circulation amongst all.

F= MA does this ring a bell? It's the psychotic psychics :O

Behind me is the BBC building.

Here we are, at Glasgow Science Centre (for kiddos)

Set me free...

More photos coming up. :)

2007-06-28T06:50:00.001-07:00

Home is where the heart is ♥
I've finally changed my booking and it cost me £102. ***I'll be back on the 25th August!*** :)
I've got like 200++ photos. No, I'm not posting 200 odd photos and jam my blog.
One peektureee to go first. (sneak preview)I'm loving the alcohol rush that drives your heartbeat to 170. The cardio zone.
PS: But, I'm not drunk.

Alrighty, I'm going to watch MBMH (My Boss My Hero) now. Hawt hawt. :)

2007-06-27T14:39:00.000-07:00

Hello people!!! Beryl is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. :) It's ironic that I actually miss St Andrews. Glasgow is smelly, dusty and noisy. (maybe not smelly, just that it goes well with the other two adjectives.) Touring round, shopping, subway-ing was all good. Walking definitely isn't really exciting. But nonetheless, I enjoyed the trip much. University of Glasgow is really huuuge and pretty. But, I doubt it's a good place to study. :\ Andddd, Glasgow isn't a safe city (I felt that too), being one of the city with the highest crime rate. What do you think?
So, we visited the Mackintosh house, Kelvingrove museum and Science Centre! We practically shopped till we drop. It does lives up to its name. Any brands, you name, they have it. Yeah, you figured out I shopped like mad. But, I think I shopped with my brains this time round. :)
Accommodation was relatively cheap and fine. But, it does feels so good to be back to a familiar environment. Heh.

I'm awfully tired. I shall hit the bed.
Goodnight xx.

2007-06-24T13:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!

2007-06-24T03:03:00.000-07:00

Ever since I moved to this new flat, new room, I'd problems sleeping. I can toss and turn, stare at the ceiling beyond an hour. Is that insomnia?

What is insomnia?
Insomnia is too little or poor-quality sleep caused by one or more of the following:
* Trouble falling asleep
* Waking up a lot during the night with trouble returning to sleep
* Waking up too early in the morning
* Having un-refreshing sleep (not feeling well rested), even after sleeping 7 to 8 hours at night

Yes. It's insomnia. It might just be transient insomnia. And I need yokoyoko, you know to relieve muscle aches and all. I neeeeeed muscle ache reliever. Neck, arms, stomach, thigh basically my whole body. I'm old. :(
I'm going to town to get some supplies and prepare myself for the egggggciting trip to Glasgow tomorrow. :)
I'll be backkkkk.
Loves beryl.

2007-06-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

I just read this news about a girl who has 25 middle names. I think it's really cool. Hahaha. The most amazing part is memorizing it.

Yesterday, we made sushi (loads and loads of them) and chicken curry (jen), green bean soup (winnie) aka as pea and tapioca soup haha x10 (private joke). It's sufficient to feed the starving kids in Scotland. :) I felt (and probably look) so pregnant. Why? I ate like there's no tomorrow, like a girl who hasn't had anything for days. No more curry + sushis for me for now.

On a sunny bright note, (my friends and me)we'll be heading down to Glasgow on Monday.
The second largest shopping paradise in Europe. Tell me about it.

2007-06-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

We say: "Cleaaaaavageeeeee"

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

I think I've lost the interest to blog.

2007-06-17T16:26:00.000-07:00

The perfect dates
The sweetest kisses
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away?

What's that sentence supposed to mean?
No, I'm not in for guessing games.
Neither do I read the minds.
(If only I do...)

TT (term tests) commence tomorrow. :)
Wish me luck.

All the best for the summer tests/prelims, fellow innovians. I've faith in all of you.

Loves, beryl

Loves

2007-06-17T01:58:00.000-07:00

(There's a beeeeeeeeee)

Good morning everyone. It's 0958.

I went to bed at 0130 today and I couldn't sleep. So, I ended up tossing and turning and staring at the glow-in-the-dark stars and planets on the ceiling for the next 2++hours? I conclude, I can never sleep on a naked bed.
Daddy, mummy and the two boys should have reached Bali by now? Yes, they went on a private tour to Bali without their precious little girl. :( Mummy says she'll compensate me with Japan when I return. Heeheeeheeeeeheee. I hope it isn't an empty promise. God bless them and hope they'll enjoy themselves muchh.
Ohhhhhhhhhh, it's father's day today(!)(!)(!) I turned in late last night just to phone daddy to wish him. Also, I sent him a lovely card with my lovely colorful handwriting in it but the postman had yet to deliver it to my house...
Anyways, it's time to show some loveeeeee!

2007-06-16T13:42:00.000-07:00

I moved ;) Moving in this extreme weather condition was challenging. Heheeheehee zzzzzz
I wanna move into winnie's flat
I forgot my luggage. Who can get as absent-minded as me? ;)
I 'lost-and-found' my meal card twice.
The cute guy at the bistro must be thinking: "What's wrong with this girl?"
I've a crush on the guy working at the bistro. Hahahhahahahaha. You think?
I finally got fudge donuts.
I bought the danish cinnamon whirl for 0.10pence. You can never think of anything cheaper than this!
I'd dinner at L'orient with winnie.
Tom yum soup at L'orient tasted authentically gooood.
I conclude the thai restaurant is a total sham & out to cheat our money. :(
I'd refused to unpack. I'll be sleeping with all the boxes tonight.
I realised I'm getting out of hand. Look at the number of boxes I've. :(
I am really putting on weight. Believe it or not.
I'm contemplating on investing on a new hobby. Parker pens collection? Then, I've have the best excuse to get the glammmmm gucci pencase. Ingenious me!
I can't wait for holidays. One more week dudezzzzzzz.

Very disorganised entry. I know.
Bye.

2007-06-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

It's presentation day!

The 5 minutes presentation today was done pretty badly.
Stress + Anxiety = Wreck
I am pretty disappointed with myself. And look at my eyebags and my tiny eyes. Sexiest please. I haven't had a good sleep for days. I dreamt of ______ consecutively for three days. Dreams. Oh dreams. I just want an undisturbed sleep. For now.
I'm moving to Fraser (another apartment) tomorrow. I don't see the point of moving 30metres away. Tsk.
I'm seriously exhausted. My brain tells me I should go to bed n-o-w. Six boxes and still packing.

Oh yes great. I was in the midst of chatting with my girlfriend and it suddenly occurred to me I won't be able to spend my big big 18th birthday in Singapore. Bitch.

BYE.

2007-06-14T11:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th Birthday Xinying!! :D
A great friend, awesome PW leader, (hehh) and pretty chick.
May your birthday be filled with happiness and funnnn!
Loves!!!

2007-06-13T06:37:00.001-07:00

Hi thereeeeeeeeeee :) Heeheeehahahaahaaahaa. I slept at 0340AM. Essay writing isn't as easy as you think it is after all. I think I killed 3/5 of my brain cells yesterday cause I'd a splitting headache so bad I felt like popping paracetamol. But, I decided against it. Mom never liked me taking em. It's bad.

I bought stuffs today. Here:

Tatty bear phone charm.
Parker ballpoint pen. I bought it because it has stripes on it. :):):):):) I think I unintentionally drove my friends crazy telling them how much I love stripes + polkadottis. :| :P

I hate hate hate x10 my phone: n73. I bet it is the lag-gest phone in the universe. Also, the 3.2 megapixel camera (so they claim) takes jaundiced photos. This is how bad it is. :) I think I would like a Prada phone. :D

2007-06-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

I just sent my slipshod presentation work. I'm a teeny weeny bit guilty for not putting in much efforts. I'm annoyed. I'm frustrated. I'm confused.
I feel like giving up on everything.

Teachers are prejudiced. (Yep not all) & I don't really give a damn anymore. It's not like I chose to do badly. So shut up. Don't praise me. I won't be a bit happy because you don't mean it. It makes my blood boils when I think of it.

I wanna go home. :(

2007-06-11T15:03:00.000-07:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Is this love?

2007-06-11T12:22:00.000-07:00

He IMed.
We chatted.
*******************************
I decided to lock all the myriad of thoughts which concerns you. As much as this is a private space (nah no), it is still open to public. No emotional entries. That's what I promised myself. And I don't wish to seek unnecessary attention here. So... :)

Hi Bitch. Hahahhaha.

I don't know what's with the weather today. It was freezing in the morning and fucking humid/hot in the late afternoon. To make it worse, we had to walk. Public transport is inconvenient. I was being annoying, whining all the way back. It felt like 30 degrees celsius mannn. I received my math results today. *Beams* I'm pretty satisfied with my results and I hope I'll maintain/improve in future. Errrr wait. I hope I study math no more... I resent the idea of studying further mathematics. Further mathematics = Kills all brain cells that's left in Beryl = Beryl dies. How can they do that right? I wasn't even supposed to do further mathematics. I wasn't told in the first place. @!@#$%^&%*^%$%!@! Ass. ELT is a wreck.

I've yet to complete my essay + presentation. Screamssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. By hook or by crook, I'll get it done today. Yes, you heard me. I said T-O-D-A-Y. Clare is sick. (Mentally) I think she's a psycho. :O She loves to give us homework. Many many many.

I'm a slave to Clare's homework. What a misery.

I just had the most embarrassing typo error ever ever x10000000000. :| I am so preoccupied with I-dont-know-what also. Anyway. Anyway. Anyway.

Compare and contrast two subjects. The title for my presentation. How ridiculous can it get?

2007-06-10T14:18:00.000-07:00

Shoot me.
Over this weekend, I watched:

200 pounds of beauty
Full House (16 episodes in 2days. I'll tell you how...)
Devil beside you (Only the last few episodes)

How did I managed all these? I slept at 4+AM yesterday. :D Essay? Incomplete. 100 odd words only. :| Presentation? I only have the title. Procrastinate is my middle name. :) So, I slept at 4+AM yesterday and... at around 0840 today. The fire alarm rang. Fuck it. I was in the middle of my sleep and it rang. !@#^*&$&^%^#^! Everyone had to evacuate and stand in the cold. There was a light sleet. (It's summer, I don't understand why this happened zzzz) I swear it felt like winter just ended. I wonder who triggered the overly-sensitive smoke alarm. 0840. What a bitch. Not only it's deafening, it gave me a huge shock.

I gotta start working.

2007-06-08T13:36:00.000-07:00

***

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k66epna2Sssi
Paris Hilton Goes Back to Jail. Watch it!

I'm exhausted. Math test today was relatively okay minus the little drama before the test. I forgot my calculator. That's like the last thing I should ever forget but apparently not. I was panicky and called my classmates for help but they weren't of any help because... everyone is taking the math test. How on earth can they get me a calculator right right? I asked the woman sitting in robert's office. She didn't have one. Then, I saw John the I-don't-look-like-I-teach-but-I-do tutor and I asked him for help. He said he'll try to get me one but he didn't. Assssssss. I can't believe you can't dig a calculator out of that math building. So, I didn't have a choice but sat in for the test without one. Thanks Winnie for the calculator. She saved the day. (Sounds like some superwoman) :)

We went to Morrisons for grocery shopping after the test. I called like the entire taxi companies in St Andrews. It's either "I'm sorry there's no taxi available at the moment" or "We don't have any 7 seater" As a result, we took a bus to Morrisons. Luckily, we managed to get a taxi back to DRA. As we walked to the bistro, I told Winnie: We look like those TKs with many many bags. :( :O I used to laugh at them. Look now. I'm laughing at myself. :( Bad influence.

On a side note, I found out the miserable 300ml chocolate milk I bought contains like 35.7g of sugar which makes up 39% of the milk. :O :O :O :O In fact, it contains more sugar than the biggggg (1 litre/2 litre??) bottle of Pepsi. To think I was telling Kelvin it's unhealthy to drink Pepsi. Look who's talking. I'm so going to quit chocolate milk otherwise I'll see myself as a diabetic problematic lady in the near future. No way is that going to happen.

Me should start doing some productive work i.e brainstorm for essay/set up a framework for my presentation.

Happy Birthday.

2007-06-07T12:53:00.000-07:00

ELT is seriously very poorly-organised at times. And my tutor is the bitch. She called the rest at around 1505 and said the physiology tutor is already waiting for us and she sounded pissed off as to why we aren't in ELT and expects us to be there now. She did say she will contact the tutor and ask if he is available at 1500 if not there will not be a lesson today and she'll phone/email us whether there is a lesson or not. Oh so, she phone us at 1505 and we're what??? Supposed to know there will be a lesson. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I seeeeeeeeeeee.
Now??? She's trying to be funny... The distance between DRA and ELT isn't 10metres !#^&%!*!@$%&%$. Now? She thinks we can fly (even if we can, we need time. ). There isn't a direct bus service to ELT either. Walking would take approx 10-15mins if you're fast. Hence, we decided to take the cab. (Thanks to her.) So, I phoned for the cab and the cab driver claimed it'll take him like 5-10mins so I reluctantly said "alright." However, after 10mins it didn't appear. I was like pissed and furious so I phoned for another cab company. And it saved us. Upon reaching ELT, there was a mini road construction going on, so we'd to wait for those men to board the truck and they were like taking their bloody own sweet time.
If Dr Clare Kearnes was to inform us way earlier, I wouldn't have to call for a cab and I wouldn't have to waste 1.30 and also suffer an anxiety attack. My life needs no surprises like this.
Also, I was completely dumbfounded by the conversation between her and jen.
Dr: If this university made an offer of 65% and the other made an offer of 75% then of course go for the 65%. You're most unlikely to get 75% for the course. (I was like :O:O:O and wtf????) Then, she made a generalisation: I mean most students don't get 75% blah blah shits.
Tell me about me. Is this the way a teacher encourage and motivate a student? Or the chinese saying: ji1 jiang4 fa3??
I say: HELL NO!!!

2007-06-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

No more lunches provided now and in future = Beryl needs to cook and stink.

Much to my/your surprise, I'm quite enjoying it. Isn't this is so unlike me?
Okay so this is the dish I whipped up few hours ago! Broccoli & clams. It taste as good as it appears to be. :P I think my culinary skills are improving. Heeheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I haven't had ice cream for months. :( So, I decided to pamper myself with a tub of Ben & Jerry's ice cream. It's my very first time eating Ben & Jerry's ice cream. &... I'm loving it. :) It's low fat, low calories ice cream. As I always say: For what's worth. You can enjoy the ice cream and not worry too much about gaining heaps of calories yada yada. Exactly what I'm looking for!

Yesterday, Jen told me something very infuriating, offensive and wicked. I am enraged. (Note the present tense) My tutor is the bitch of the century. Why? She revealed our examinations results and made ugly comments and comparisons in between. She crushed a student's morale & confidence (It isn't me. Because she wouldn't champion me and I wouldn't take in her so-called this is for your own good comments) all the way down to hell. :) This student wasn't that bothered though. She judge. Her prejudiced, destructive, rotten judgment disgust me completely. She thinks she knows us inside-out and she makes fucking good judgments about students etc. Pissoff. You're nothing but an old hag in a midlife crisis: menopause. Oh, with a bonus of a PhD. That makes it worse. You're so well-educated (as you claimed, and I gotta admit you're) and can you give a really good reason for your ugly behaviour? Where are the ethnics and morals of a teacher? I don't think I need you to judge me, because your judgments are fucking bullshit

I feel awful about myself because I gave my tutor a fairly good reason to judge me once again. I'm affected by how she thinks of me. But, I shall not. Forget about bringing me down. I am sane and sane people make precise decisions. I will need to bear with it with another 2 months. I tried hard enough to like my tutor but, to no avail. :) But, this ain't gonna affect my studies.

I need all these shits to come to an end. It's driving me crazy.

I'm thankful for my parents. The love, comfort and everything.
Sorry.

2007-06-05T11:41:00.000-07:00

Layer One : On The Outside (Epithelia)
Name -- Beryl Tan
Date of Birth -- 21st October 1989
Current Status -- Single
Eye Colour -- Almost black?
Hair Colour -- Medium brown with eew black roots
Righty or Lefty -- Righty

Layer Two : On The Inside (Blood vessels)
Your Heritage -- Chinese
Your Fears -- Too many
Your Weakness -- Procrastinating, and many what nots.
Your Perfect Pizza -- Hawaiian

Layer Three : Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow (Nervous Tissues)
Your Thoughts First Waking Up -- I don't feel like going to school
Your Bedtime -- Earliest 10pm?
Your Most Missed Memory -- Days@InnovaJC

Layer Four : Your Picks (Muscle tissue)
Pepsi or Coke -- I dislike carbonated drinks
McDonald's or Burger King -- Neither
Single or Group Dates -- It depends.
Adidas or Nike -- Both are fine with me
Tea or Nestea -- Tea I guess
Chocolate or Vanilla -- Chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee -- Neither unless necessary

Layer Five : Do You...
Smoke -- Never tried before
Curse -- Yes, it somehow became habitual :\
Take a shower -- Duh
Think you've been in love -- Yep
Go to school -- Yep
Want to get marry -- Certainly
Believe in yourself -- I don't know
Think you're a health freak -- Not to the extent a freak

Layer Six - In The Past Month (Dead tissues)
Drank alcohol -- Yep I think
Eaten sushi -- Yeah
Dyed your hair -- Nope

Layer Seven : Have You Even...
Played A Stripping Game -- Nah
Changed Who You Were To Fit In -- No. It's ridiculous

Layer Eight : Age
You're Hoping To Be Married -- Beyond 25
For a - Relaxing, worries-free lifestyle

Layer Nine : In a ~~Girl /~~ Guy (~~myself?)~~
Best Eye Colour -- Guy: Green/Blue/Hazel eyes. Hahahahhahaha. PS: Wentworth Miller has green eyes that explains why he's hawt
Best Hair Colour -- What suits the guy most
Short hair or Long Hair - Short hair please

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing
1 min ago -- Doing this
1 Hour ago -- Revising math
4.5 Hours ago -- Revising math
1 month ago -- I don't remember
1 year ago -- I don't remember

Layer Eleven : Finish the sentence
I love -- Family & friends
I feel -- fat
I hate -- that old bitchy hag
I hide -- my emotions
I miss -- my dearest family & friends

I need -- time alone

2007-06-03T13:46:00.000-07:00

Hi thereeeeeeee. I'm back :)
Timsum + Japanese food + Nandos + Movie + Retail therapy = Beryl's weekend rocks x1000
Also, I included my little brother in my retail therapy. I bought him a Ted Baker shirt as a belated birthday gift since I couldn't find a decent-looking pencil case. He told me he wanted for a pencil case for his birthday. And everytime I phone home, he goes: Jiejie, have you bought my birthday present. Then my mom will go: Aiyah, don't keep bugging jiejie for your present. Lol. Anyway, I'm such a lovely sister. (That's my point.) Hahahhaha. *Blush* It's Ted Baker... :)

Brother has been dying to watch Pirates 3. Me, the gf weren't as keen as he was but we still decided to catch it. I was telling them I slept while watching Pirates 2 so, I'd the strongest feeling I'll doze off. I thought it might prove me off. Unfortunately, I was right. In the 168minutes, I was awake for probably only 2/5 of it. Well, I think you really can't expect much from it, though it's rated number one in the box office for two consecutive weeks. (Wow)
PS: Orlando Bloom is hawtttt. So, it's worth watching. Hahahahaha.

The sudden change of coach almost gave me a heart attack. Thank God, I made it back safe and sound. I did a lot of thinking on the train... Somehow, I love taking long train rides alone. Reading, listening to music, resting... It calms the soul. I shall heed my gf's advice, which is to... (it's a secret.) I shan't divulge because y'all are going to judge me. :P

!!!!! I haven't complete my homework. :O Feeling weak... and tired... I'll upload moreeee pictures when I've received them.
Tata.

2007-06-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

Firstly, BBC is a bitch. So is the one who assigned us to listen to it. :)
I can't find the programme !@#%&*^%#@!!!!!@#$%^* Why why why. I'm feeling so irritated right now at this moment!
Presentation today was generally good. My little efforts paid off. Rosalind said this is by far the best presentation we've ever done. (fyi: this was the second presentation. lol) I'm glad to hear her very positive comments about my presentation. But, I think... I could have done better. (I always say so. Ugh.)
So, I foresee I'm going to be real busy for the next few weeks preparing, writing, doing research and living on my prayers.

Vivisection essay (2weeks' time)
Presentation (again!) (2weeks' time)
Math term test 8th June, the impending disaster. The dear tutor just dropped the bomb on thursday. (Thanks for informing us a week before. Thank you *Rollseyes!*) & you should have heard what she said in self-defense, as we were like whining it's NEXT WEEK? !@#$%^&^%&^*&@!

And apparently, only God knows when we're starting our biology module. :)
I said, I was feeling irritated right. Don't tell me to chill or whatsoever. I will be after posting this entry.
Byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

i am random

2007-05-31T16:11:00.001-07:00

Fuddle-duddle!! I've been talking to myself for the past few hours. No, it's not schizophrenia talking. It's preparation for tomorrow's oral presentation. I always feel negative about giving presentations. Whyyyyyyy. :(

I've saved most of my sensitive entries as drafts. Heeheeheeheeheeeheee. You may ask, then what's the point? I don't need a reason for everything I do, do I? :)

TTFN!

2007-05-30T11:09:00.000-07:00

"Flatter tummy please"

I knew BBC weather forecast can't be trusted. They proved me right once again. :) Jennifer wore striped jumper, white/beign cropped trousers and slippers. And it was drizzling. She got dirts all over her feet and some got onto her white/beign cropped trousers. She was complaining: "I don't wanna walk anymore. It's so tiring" These little boys and girls are spoilt... (who used to live in New Hall) Tsktsktsk. Hahaha. :| She checked the weather forecast and it said Sunny. I think she checked the BBC weather forecast as well. Always give the benefit of the doubt when it comes to weather forecast.

Dinner tonight sucks totally totally totally.
Awful mushrooms and beef stroganoff. >:(
I've been behaving unglam-ly recently i.e running like a crazy girl to catch the bus. I never do this in the past! Heeheeheeheeehee. :\ This explains why I hate rainy days.
Rainy days = I don't fancy walking that distance = I need to take the bus

Rain rain go away, come again another day...

2007-05-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

They blow kisses, I blow vapour.

Brrrrrrrrrr. Today was cold cold cold! Scotland: St Andrews only reminds people of how unpredictable or rather terrible their weather is. *Rollseyes*
I understand why I felt so tired and did nothing but slept from 21.38 -07.30. Thank you because I'm feeling like how I felt like yesterday. :( Bitch! I dread days like this...
I just satisfied my cravings for japanese food. Heeheehee. I want to marry a cute japanese boy so I can get to eat authentic japanese food everyday. :P
!!! Desperate housewives season 4 coming out in the fall. :(
I have to edit my presentation.
So, bye now.
{I laughed and my stomach hurts. :(}

2007-05-28T10:35:00.001-07:00

Hi monday!

Jennifer is pretending to be camera-shy and she loves to show everyone (esp me) her middle finger.

I thought this was interesting...

Hot chocolate & toastie.

Us@Costa eating... mozzarella+ham+mushroom toastie! :) I'd it when I first came to the UK. (Sort of 1st meal.) I love it, hence I introduced it to Winnie. And we love lovee it. Haha. :]
This week, the bistro won't be providing lunches for us. With the new residents, bistro has officially become the most crowded place mannnnnn. The queue is absurd. Thankfully, I was there early. At times, you gotta be kiasu. Heeheeheehee.
It's going to be a busy week! :\
Blah blah blah.
XX.

2007-05-27T15:23:00.000-07:00

It feels like days since I've blogged. It's not the start of the week and I've already made plans for the weekends! :\ :) I booked the train ticket to Newcastle to my brother's place. Just 2D 1N though he suggested me to go over on friday butttttttttttt, I decided not. So, a saturday instead! :) Thanks to the last minute plan, it cost me a £50. I was informed I'm going to be in for biiiiiggggggg treats. For what's worth. ;)
Me haven't been doing decent work i.e studying. (then again, is there anything for me to read up on? no.) I've been watching sex and the city. (currently, the 5th season. cann you believe it? in like a week or so.) Wow. :O Also, I've been gorging myself with food and food. Correction: unhealthy food = junk food = rubbish. I'm sorry I can't keep myself away these sinful alimenting pleasures.
What's the buzz in DRA at the moment? The (hell lot) new residents. Apparently, it wasn't that bad. I was expecting a huge commotion. Nah, too bad. But, I better get used to seeing so many (cheena) faces in DRA. Haaaahaaaaaaahaaaaaaa. :|
I've gave myself a lot of thinking these few days. And I concluded:
No matter how hard we look at ourselves (literally), we can never see ourselves clearly...
Yeah, unfortunately, I think it is.
Sex and the city isn't that bad like my tutor thinks it is. We call it the generation gap. :)
Bye.

26th May

2007-05-25T13:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JIASIN!
ALL I HOPE FOR YOU IS HAPPINESS :) &ENJOY!
XOXO.

(the timestamp says it's a friday. but it's already a saturday in singapore. heck it.)

2007-05-23T13:59:00.000-07:00

I was surprised when I saw my math tutorial. Because... I see alphabets!?!?! :O
Wasn't math about numbers and constants?

Me and geeky specs. I never upload any photos of me anywhere because I think I look awful in it. This is my private space, so... I think it's okay.

I'm 3/4 done with me presentation. Hehahahaheeheehee.

It is the 1232112th time.
The act of mockery, the ugly sneer on that I-am-so-fucking-great face, and my I-am-so-pissed-off-and-I-want-to-slap-your-face face.
Egoistic piece of crap.
FYI: Your "I-am-fucking-great" is self-deception. Just get over it.
I'm chilled. Okay, maybe I still contain 33.3333% of rage in me. Sighs. I can't tolerate such behaviour. Even if it's not coming towards me, to someone else or not. I think one should never be that ill-mannered, rude, mean to others. I may be rude & mean to others but I never display such ill behaviour like stepping someone downnnnnnn (literally), making disrespectful comments etc... I know when and where to speak. I restrain myself from making negative comments, at least. Such unbecoming conduct will only do more harm than good. Maybe you think it's a joke (haahahahhaha), but others may not have that sense of humour you've. Life isn't all about humour and jokes. Don't be oblivious to the surroundings and live in your 2005 world. Wake up, look around. I know I'm not in any position to judge you. (Because I myself is flawed, I'm not miss-perfect&nice.) But clearly, the way you speak/act (sometimes) is totally unacceptable. It makes my eyes bleed. Let others judge for themselves.
& Lets call this constructive criticism.

2007-05-22T10:02:00.001-07:00

Today

Winnie and I went to try out this thai restaurant down the alley. We feel it's totally overpriced and I feel!!!! cheated!!!! The tom yum noodle soup I ordered was way below average. It didn't taste a bit like tom yum at all. >:( If it taste awesome, it'll make it up for that price. But nooooooooo it didn't! Enough... Winnie is quite satisfied? with her chicken green curry, but I didn't quite like the rich coconut milk taste.

Pineapple juice.

Chicken green curry.

The lousy tom yum noodle soup with button mushrooms, chicken, parsley, chillies and noodles.

£17.10 for these. (2 main course + 2 juices) Hahaha so cheap!!! -.-

We strolled around the town, bought Greggs donuts and Ski yogurts back. :]
Boooorrrrringggggggggggggggggggggg.

~~Bye.~~
No wait! I've smth freaky to say!
While I was sleeping (taking a nap), suddenly my phone rang. I picked up and the reception was a little fuzzy so I went near the window and the caller was an indian man. (urmmmmmm, no comments.)
He asked: "Do you overborrow and get charged by the bank?"
Me: "Pardon?" (Couldn't understand a shit because he'd the strongest indian accent.)
So he repeated again.
This time I said "Huh?" (Rude I know, what for so polite to this kind.... of people)
Man: Can you understand what I said?
Me: Not really.
Man: He repeated again.
I think again. He meant Overdraft. Overborrow???!!! Hahahahahahahhahahaha.
Me: Nope.
Man: Asked smth again. (But I couldn't understand and didn't bother...)
Me: Nope.
Man: Okay. Byebye. (He was like in a rush)
Me: Hanged up the moment he said Bye.
After I hanged up the phone, I went cursing him for disturbing my beauty sleep. Then, I became very awake and I began thinking...
Why did he call and ask such personal questions? (It's none of his concern!) Who is he? How he got my number? Why is it an indian man? Why???!!!!! Omg. I freaked out and felt a little scared at that moment. My thoughts ran wild and I began to worry about my money in the account. Then I got over it. (Maybe no, I'm going to check my balance tomorrow. Must!)
But still... It's a private number. Few days ago, I got a missed call from a private number too.
Bizarre. :O

2007-05-21T04:21:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so bloated because I'd too much mashed potatoes. (Haha serve me right.) I was busy mashing up my jacketed potato and it looks kinda not-very-nice. People must be thinking this girl totally lack of table etiquette. But, there wasn't much souls in the bistro. :P Anyway, it tasted so good that though I was full to the brim, I can't help but eating more of it. I'm such a greedy girl :O)
I spent £23 (approx) on Japanese crisp, rice crackers, confectioneries, and noodles at an online Japanese store yesterday. (Shipping cost included.) Come to think of it, it's crazy. :( But, for what's worth. Heehee. (I always contradict myself.)

So now I know what my tutor thinks of me.
Suddenly she digressed, (I'm not surprised lah) and said I wouldn't want to have ugly nails like she has. Then, all I did was laugh it off. It's funny how she illustrates and put me into the picture. So her point was (from what I inferred) Beryl is a tai tai/princess who cares a hell lot about her image, herself (sounds like so self-centered. nooooo, it's positive.) and you will never see her doing house chores, gardening, washing anything that is unglamorous, dirty, ugly and time-consuming.
Hahaha. It's errrrr. Not negative right. I take that as a compliment.
But seriously, doing gardening with bare hands is... just not my thing. Soil contains a lot of bacteria. :) If you've the ability, might as well hire a gardener to do the job. Right right. This is just my point of view. Nobody says you die die must agree with me. :)
Robert's lecture was really boring, but that little humour made it up? Still, I was so peeved with the background noise. I slammed my hand on the table, they were still talking... Then, someone else slammed it loud enough with another someone else who did the "SHHHHHHHH...", then only they decided to shut their smelly mouth up. How disrespectful and irritating... >:(
There's this sharp piercing pain in my throat. I shall gulp down few more glasses of water.

Tata.

2007-05-20T13:24:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I'm the only one facing the snail connection? It takes 3hours 11mins and 10seconds to download one episode of Ugly Betty. Cool. :) It's ~~training~~testing my patience isn't it?
Two days bumming around reading novels, watching Ugly Betty and sleeping. How mundane life could get. I'm afraid I've more crowds joining me in a week's time. (Damn.) They always say: Three's a crowd. Imagine three X 10 X 5. Hmmmm, it's an impending chaos or commotion (less severe). I'll tell you about it in a week's time. :) Maybe I am wrong or so damn right. Haha. God knows... (Sorry for the suspense.)
Presentation draft due on thursday. I haven't started a bit of it. Heeheeheehee. Tell me about it.
The above picture is something related to what I'll be doing. :)
(I changed layout againzzzzzzzzz.)
Goodnight earthlings.
XX.

2007-05-20T05:03:00.001-07:00

The few photos taken at the beach. :)

________________________________________

2007-05-19T05:12:00.001-07:00

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

2007-05-18T10:37:00.000-07:00

"Beauty is skin-deep."

With all the rave reviews about Heroes, I decided to download em. I'd finished watching Prison Break, it was great great awesome tv series man! So, that leaves me with zero entertainment. This is another reason why I decided to download Heroes.
I've no idea what's wrong with the connection nowadays. It says: sucks shit.
Me wants to leave St Andrews and go home. I know I'm being such a baby. :( Thanks ELT for the one week summer holidays (while the last batch had three weeks) that make things impossible. So much appreciated.
So, it's sort of post examination week, very few lessons in ELT. :) But, that doesn't means reduced workload. Instead, more silly worksheets and a presentation next friday.
Meanwhile, I'm indulging myself with novels and magazines. (no, not about fashion) It's healthy living isn't it? Wait, no! I hadn't been to gym for 2/3weeks? *Inserts guilty fat face*
Nothing up this weekend. You know why I dread life. (here)
On a bright note, I received a splendid offer from Newcastle university. (And that's all I'm going to say here. Heh. I've decided to be more discreet. Heh.)
Off for a hot shower. Bye.

2007-05-17T05:16:00.000-07:00

Meet marie! :] &&&. ME!

2007-05-16T04:31:00.000-07:00

Little imp (Pun intended)

I don't have the mood to blog.
So, goodnight. :]

2007-05-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday gary, you this little imp!

I still remember how he cried when I left Singapore, he asked daddy: Is jiejie leaving? Gawdd tears welling up already. No matter how irritating, naughty and aggressive he got, I still love him. Lots. :D

2007-05-13T12:31:00.000-07:00

Happy mother's day to my dearest loveliest mummy!!! :)
I love you and always do xoxoxoxo.
And I miss you badly. :(

Hi there. :)
So, I went for retail therapy with winnie the happy girl who never stops laughing & I don't know why. Hahaha. You know laughter is contagious right. So, she laughs and I laugh and people stared at us. It's not like I'm cursing. Don't get it. Weird people.
Anyway, I was whining continuously about not buying enough. (Poor winnie)
I think I don't think properly when I go shopping. :]

High waist pants look really bad on me. Hahhahaha. Like so wrong.
Red pants are totally too striking. :(

We'd pizza hut for dinner.
Ya, fattening. Oh shut up. :)

Crying over spilt milk

2007-05-12T10:59:00.000-07:00

Don't wish to comment about chemistry. Don't ask.
Okay, maybe I do. "Screw it."

After two freaking torturous hours in the sports hall, we went to Grillhouse for dinner. It was good. :) I'm rather lazy to blog. So here are the pictures.

:]

The restaurant had a rather unique interior design.

Winnie looks rather reluctant with the nacho.

Frozen magarita. It was really good.

Kudos to the soup!

And the vanilla and black cherry pot!

The main course was average though.

Grillhouse.

The doll!!!!!!!
She had her food all over her face. Cuteeeeeeeeeeee!

It was a random pose.

Tomorrow will be beryl's retail therapy time.
Bye.

2007-05-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

They say picture paints a thousand words.

BYE.

2007-05-09T12:31:00.000-07:00

Screw it.
Just screw it.
I really doubt my level of IQ.

I foresee nothing good is gonna happen.
I need an angel.
:(

Philippians 4:6-7 :)

2007-05-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

Click for a larger view.

Look at his personal message! HAHAHAHA!

You wanna know why there's this "LOL" beside the message? Simply because, his friends asked him: Did your friend died or something? :O
Nooooo, I'm still kicking alive. Noooooo, touchwood. Hahaha. Look, your personal message is so vague, who knows what you're trying to say.
Anyway, it'd been ages since I chatted with him. To be exact, it was since I left and came here. Because, someone old school said he wanna write letters. Then, the letter failed to reach me. I don't know why. (zzzzzzzzzzzzz) Hahaha. He decided to unblock me. :)

Procrastinate not.
I shall start studying.
(Do not be anxious about anything... )
XX.

2007-05-05T02:57:00.000-07:00

EDITS. :]

I cooked fried rice (again) for dinner! And guess what? It tasted better than the previous one! :D The fried rice wasn't dry like it was previously. Heehee.
Okay, Bye. Hahaha.

EDITED.

Good morning everyone! (it's 1058am)
So, yesterday... I hit the bed right after dinner. Amazingly, I slept from 8.40PM - 9AM today. 12hours and 20mins. My goodness! I told ya I've severe sleeping disorder. ):

For the past 2days, we'd been late for lessons like 5-10minutes or so. Our dear tutor got so mad, totally insanely infuriated, exasperated and she screamedddddddd at us! _|_ Yesterday, when I got into the class, she started blowing her top and went on saying: What've I told you???? (Winnie answered: not to be late. I couldn't care less about her) How many times have I told you not to be late for class????? You've been late for 10minutes!!!! Get up and get in!!!! What's your problem???? Why're you late???? I'll not let you off 5minutes earlier to get to your lecture. You're late for my class, I'll make sure you run late for your lecture later. I don't care. !@#$%^$#@!~!!!@!#^&&**&% Wah, bitch of the century I swear. (Don't remind us that your english lessons aren't in any way very productive or thought-provoking orrrrrrr intellectually enlightening.)
Note: The number of ? and ! I've inserted. She was really really extremelyyyyyy mad at us.

While, she was screaming at us yesterday, I didn't look at her at all. I know it's rude. It was on purpose idiot. :) Come one lah, fancy you asking the other teacher to make lives difficult for us. Tsktsktsk!!!! Bad teacher ethnics. Tsktsktsk!!! Furthermore, you don't know how long it takes to walk from DRA to ELT and besides, you don't know the amount of workload we've at the moment. With the upcoming chemistry exam, it's totally nuts. We apologised already, stop making a mountain out of a molehill old bitch. Pandy was saying she's menopause-ing. That explains. *Laughs* We're at fault for being late for 5minutes, there you go raging mad. You're old enough, I bet you don't wish to accelerate your ageing process, do you?

Sighs. Sighs. Sighs.
I've not encountered any teacher like her y'knw. *Gasps*

Speaking of IELTS, we were told to purchase a postal order worth 95pounds (it's the examination fee) and the post office charge each of us 8.13pounds for a postal order. It's like a service charge. I'm certain this IELTS management is earning hell lots of money. 95pounds for a pen and paper test. Exaggerated... Ultimate ripped offffffffff.

According to yahoo finance currency converter:
1GBP = S$ 3.0228
1GBP = RM 6.8125 (Wowwww, currency dropped!! :])

Still,(95+8.13) x 3.0228 = S$311.7 = :(
(95+8.13) X 6.8125 = RM702.8 = :( :(

For a ridiculous exam that consist of speaking, reading, listening & writing.
How cheap...
You don't require much resources for such exam do you?

For the first time, I'm feeling the pinch. I never used to think O levels / A levels examination fees were exaggerated.

There goes a part of my miscellaneous expenses.
I'm gonna whine to my parents about it. @#%$^#@!!!!@#$%^&^%$
What a week I'd gone through.

Bye.

It's a promise to myself...

2007-05-03T18:35:00.000-07:00

Hi people. :] (a 10minute break wouldn't kill rightttt)
As you see, I'm studying. :)
I've been rather busy this week. I managed to complete my experiments (as this will be the last week of lab sessions) and the 500 word essay (about tourism) that killed aplenty of my brain cells (which is needed badly to pull me through my chemistry exam). Anyway, kudos to myself!
Bottomline of my essay: Mass tourism kills. O: The plants, the animals, the environment, andddddd indirectly U-S. But, I guess it's inevitable lah. :\

I need to resist to temptation: FOOD.
I just ate snickers. Omg. 200+ calories = 19mins at the speed of 5.4 on the treadmill.
Don't remind me thanks.

PS: EstherC, you're like a skinny stick. Eat more, so you can complement my ghastly figure. Hahahahahha. Okayyyyy. Love you.
PPS: RQ, don't always claim you're fat. Shut up. (I'm worse, eating so much of high calories and carbohydrates stuffs here ):) But if that makes you happy, you + me = the fatanstic two. Yayyyy. Love you two.

XOXO.

Irritate the life out of me.

2007-04-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

It's not monday blues.
It's the headache, the stomach craps (cramps) talking. I'm feeling unwell. Ugh.

It's not funny when you see him and your friends start shouting: "*****." (It's going to be a long story.) And other stuffs that makes us sound like we're a pair. Don't know how many fucking times must I tell you people, "We're just friends (maybe acquaintances now). Stop associating me together with him will you?" No... You won't. &.It's just a matter of time for the other party to find out that y'all are talking about him. Just spare a thought for others...

Y'all will say, it's just for the fun, it's just a joke. I know. But, don't you guys feel you're overdoing it? I doubt so...
I know you'll be thinking, what's wrong with me? Why am I taking things so seriously? Eeee, you're so petty.
I've limited tolerance for such things. It's not really nice of y'all to make a mountain out of a molehill.
I was just wondering, if you're so bothered with every little frivolous thing, you'll be hell so busy. I don't mind if you're, just don't include me.
And, things just hit the bad note since I'm feeling so asdjnkljfhadfajsdf unwell today. I'm not going to say I'm sorry for being nasty because: You provoked me.

I'm still crossed over what'd happened. &. my head is swimming.
Maybe a hot bath+a cuppa double chocolate mocha+a granola bar+a nap will make me feel better.
Bye.

2007-04-29T12:47:00.000-07:00

Hiyaaaaa.
I need a breather. *Takes in a deep breathe*

2 more (friggin) weeks to my chemistry exam. My brain capacity is limited. :( Especially when it comes to chemistry. Dreadful subject. :( My IQ is to be blamed.

I think there's something reallyyy wrong with me. I think I've got this sleeping syndrome. I just feel tired everyday when I barely did anything. I slept from 11PM to 10AM today. And, I took a 2hr ++ nap just now. Can someone just slap me awake? Ugh. If this goes on, I can say: "Hallelujah Chemistry" as I'll be spending most of my time sleeping than studying (which is what I'm supposed to be doing!).

Don't ya think he's too cute to be a boyyyyy?
I miss this naughty little one!

Dont live in the shadow of the past.

2007-04-27T12:47:00.000-07:00

Massive photo blog!! :]

Jen loves my bag. Hahahahahha.

As you can see from above, I took loads of photos today... Heehee :] We (jen, winnie, melvin, shumei, kaiteing,myself) decided to go to the "backyard" (so I claim) and take photos! To kill time & boredom that is... We love to camwhore. Don't ya?

The last collage is actually taken from the street. We saw 2hummer limousines. So cool please!!! They were used to chauffeur the high school students. I went to ask a passerby what's going on. He told me they're having the 6th? year ball. So frigginnnnnn grand!! It's not like every high school can afford or willing to splurge on their students... The girls and boys were dressed up in gorgeous ballroom gowns and tuxedos: scream hawtness! I assume it's some kind of prestigious expensive high school. How lovely isn't it?

Digress. I just got told that someone is very keen and concerned *Rollseyes* about my life. Wow. Absolutely improbable! When everyone had moved on, y'all the ****** are still driving in circles... Hahahahhha.

Lemme make things clear once and for all. (This thing has been burning in me for quite a while...)

Firstly, my life has got nothing to do with you.

Secondly, please don't tell me you care about how I'm doing. I'm going laugh so hard and fall off my chair. Thanks.

Thirdly, I'm totally ridiculed by you and your friends' infantile behavior. Come on! Get a life! My life has nothing to do with you/all of you. Why not directly ask me instead? If you did, I would probably change my perspective. Too bad. Obviously, you've something to hide and I'm least interested in knowing what's going on. &. The idea of you people talking about me behind my back sends a chill down my spine. Well, I bet nothing good comes out from your mouth either especially when it concerns me. :) Don't make me bring up the past or even think about it. So sinful. :) And not to forget the hokkien profanities and hard stares. I realised it's in the genes. Just a bunch of laughing stock.

Lastly, my life has been so great and I'm not willing to share my joy & happiness with y'all. So! Back off!

You may have changed and transformed into a better soul. Then thank God. Good for you. Yay! Then again, it has nothing to do with me right right.

FYI: I don't want to be associated with any one of you. :)

This is totally uncalled for.
I hate(x10) to be reminded about how y'all ruin my primary school days.

I don't consume hatred towards all of you anymore. What goes around comes around. My conscience is clear.

When I learn about this frivolous matter. I was pissed but had a good laugh. Those unhealthy negative feelings are transient. It's not gonna affect me at all. :)

Goodnight. Yawwnnnszzzzzz.

(Edit)
I just discovered that... ... ...
I left Clare's worksheets and the presentation information and my chemistry note book in ELT. So much for being lazy. Serves me right. :(
(/Edit)

2007-04-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

"GET A LIFE!"
*Points at all of you and laughs hysterically. Hahahahahhahahha*

I'll be back to blog later.
(Apparently, some noseyparkers are very interested in my life. Wow. Hahahahhahaha)

2007-04-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

I'm multitasking right now! :]
Reading up my lecture notes, attempting chemistry tutorial and blogging.
Speaking of multitasking... I recently read an article about it. A controversial article about multitasking. Apparently, the writer thinks multitasking is a whole load of crap. He didn't say it was a whole load of crap lah of course. It was said that our brains are totally incapable of multitasking and that we're just underperforming our tasks. Oh yes, in his conclusion he said that we human beings think so great about ourselves "our almighty complex brain"... Generalising. In the main body of the article... he mentioned something about bottleneck! Biology!!! I vaguely remember what I've been taught. :|

Maybe this particular scientist ran out of things to publish you know... So much about multitasking... Hahaha. Somehow, I so much prefer reading this magazine to TIMES. That profound, heavy duty magazine. Tsktsktsk!!! (Due to my defective incompetent plain lousy vocabulary and understanding. I knowwwwwww.) Sorry, I am and will try to brush up and make it better... ... ... ... ... ... ... :O)
*Active learning is crucial*

On a random note, I don't understand why people (as anonymous) like to leave nasty comments at the tagboard. I've seen numerous. If nasty but constructive, maybe... Worth pondering over. If not, eyesore + triggers all the unpleasant unhealthy feelings. Pain in the ass mannnnnnn.

Yessss. I'm still tanned. (My photo says so.) Last weekend, I was on the phone with mummy and we chatted blah blah blah then she said "I heard from gavin you're still black." Then I said. "It's tanned. Not black. And it has been like that since the day I was born. Dad's genes what" She said she asked brother: "Did your sister become fairer or something?" Brother said: "Nooo, still the same!" Howwwww niceeeeeeee. Okay lah. Hahaha. It's nothing new. I still remember when mummy first saw me (after weeks of not seeing each other) with the super tanned skin. (Canoing whattt.) Mannnn, she was so furious. Lol.

So, the people h e r e (males especially) make a great deal out of it. It's of greatest greatest annoyance. Gave me names : "Xiao hei." (How creative. *Rollseyes* Hahaha. Not funny I tell you. Since it's from a guy that isn't any where better and he's from the country (that I've strong negative feelings towards). Besides, he still ask whyyyy I'm so tanned despite me explaning to him. Ugh. I should just ignore knowing his pea-sized brain would take ages to decipher and comprehend it. Haaaaaaaaaa. (I hate repeating myself okay. That's another point!) + curiosity kills the cat. And and and some people talks about it behind my back. (Again, from the country * ***** *********** *******) (Don't you have something better to do than discuss about my tanned skin. Shallow!) I know the girls from your country so fair and as white as a sheet. Fairness is like as common as... (fill in the blanks). Anyway, I don't take these people comments into heart. It's somehow thought-provoking. To them, seeing a tanned girl is like seeing snow in St Andrews. How bizarre...
3 golden words for y'all.
Like I care *Smiles sweetlyyyy*

What a massive blog entry.
Maybe, multitasking is a whole load of crap.
Oops.

2007-04-25T13:41:00.000-07:00

Guess whattttttt.
I've math tutorial, 2x chemistry tutorial, english worksheet. Incompleted.
Whyyyyyy the neverending insane workload...

I'm going to bed now.
My eyes feel heavy. It must be my brain, sending all these (wrong) signals to my body.
"I'm tired. I'm tired. Sleep... Sleep..."
!!@@#$%^**$#@!!!!@#$%^&^%$

I need some revitalizers.

2007-04-24T16:11:00.000-07:00

I was badly terribly irritated just now.
No, I don't have anger-management/attitude problems.

My personal message in messenger says: I need a book titled: 101solutions to shut people up (those who can't seemed to stop making noises)

My brother suggested this:
(#)=GaViN= says (12:04 AM):
http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/BOSE-QC2-COMFORT-NOISE-CANCELLING-HEADPHONES-MINT-CON_W0QQitemZ170104651797QQihZ007QQcategoryZ3274QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
(#)=GaViN= says (12:04 AM):
lol
C'est La Vie says (12:11 AM):
-.-

How cleverrrrrrr. :] The sense of humor is in the genes uh.

Oh yes, these people reminds me of this.
Everywhere we go...
~~People want to know...~~
Who we are...
Where we came from.
~~So we tell them...~~

Goodnight.

It doesn't matters anymore, really.

2007-04-23T14:34:00.000-07:00

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

~~Everyday~~Sometimes I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
~~For I am here with you~~
Though we're far apart
~~You're always in my heart~~
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

...
....
...
....
...

2007-04-23T13:47:00.000-07:00

Hello all!

School was relatively fine today. :)
I learnt that "Adios" actually means goodbye forever. (I thought it just means goodbye. :|) So, don't go around saying "Adios" to people like it's the last goodbye or something.

Oh! I dislike my hair color. (Ughhhhh!) The black roots are growing. It's so hideous. :( I've got the urge to dye my hair like n o w. But, I don't trust the salons here. Furthermore, the salons here are expensive. A very average salon at Chinatown (Sunderland) charge you 35 pounds for a haircut. A dye would cost much more? I strongly doubt these hairdressers from random shops are qualified lah cos' my friend was telling me about her past bad experiences in the salons. The last thing I'll ever do is allow someone to screw up my hair. Well, then again I'm generalising... :O) Ignore me.

Sorry, I blog about really frivolous stuffs. My life is dull ever since I'm in St Andrews yawnsszzzzzzzzzzz.

Read it and shut up.

2007-04-21T03:13:00.000-07:00

Okay, my morning started off bad.
You'll know why soon.

You rip what you sew © says (10:29 AM):
HI!
BERYL says (10:29 AM):
hello!!
BERYL says (10:29 AM):
i'm so furious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BERYL says (10:29 AM):
i sent my old cellphone back. and it got stolen -.-
You rip what you sew © says (10:30 AM):
STOLEN?!
You rip what you sew © says (10:30 AM):
BY WHO
BERYL says (10:30 AM):
wtf right. malaysia S-U-C-K-S
BERYL says (10:30 AM):
i dont know.
You rip what you sew © says (10:30 AM):
MSIA POST?
You rip what you sew © says (10:30 AM):
how they knw its hp?
BERYL says (10:30 AM):
yes my dad says most likely post.
BERYL says (10:30 AM):
cos i declared used handphone....
BERYL says (10:30 AM):
sighs.
You rip what you sew © says (10:31 AM):
SILLY
You rip what you sew © says (10:31 AM):
should bluff them that its something with no value
BERYL says (10:32 AM):
ya. exactly. aiyah. so.... mad
You rip what you sew © says (10:32 AM):
the n70?
BERYL says (10:33 AM):
yep...
BERYL says (10:33 AM):
malaysia is a country infested with thiefs. i hate!!!!!!!!!!!
BERYL says (10:34 AM):
and you know what???
You rip what you sew © says (10:34 AM):
yucks
You rip what you sew © says (10:34 AM):
what!!
You rip what you sew © says (10:34 AM):
heeh
BERYL says (10:34 AM):
they added a new hp charger just to make it weigh like how it was.
BERYL says (10:34 AM):
and they paste lots of tapes around.
You rip what you sew © says (10:34 AM):
then sent to your house?
BERYL says (10:34 AM):
yes.
You rip what you sew © says (10:35 AM):
YUCKS
You rip what you sew © says (10:35 AM):
DISGUSTING
You rip what you sew © says (10:35 AM):
GROSS
BERYL says (10:35 AM):
YES.
BERYL says (10:35 AM):
SUPER.
You rip what you sew © says (10:35 AM):
EEEEEEEEEEEEW yucsks

SEVEN DEADLY SINS
One of which is: Greed.
Pathetic. Really...
I've every reason to support what I said about the infested with thieves thing. Just read the newspapers. It's nothing new I guess.
I never liked it in the first place. Look at what happened now. Speaking of moral qualities and attitudes... None! You people have absolutely nothing. I'm not judging. It's facts. Purely facts. It's so embarrassing to let everyone know you pray countless times a day to only learn to steal and succumb to greed. *Rolleyes* I don't know how to be proud of where I came from. The inefficiency, the corruption, crime, racial discrimination... Tell me about it.
It's too late to do anything I guess. We just gotta live with it.
The ugliness of the society.
Iniquitous.

Part of this has gotta do with my stupidity and carelessness. I shouldn't had declared it was a used handphone. I should have bought an insurance. Despicable people.
A lesson learnt, in a hard way again.

In addition, I woke up feeling so mad, stupid, like an air-head to realise my cutlery was missing.
How do you eat your cereal without cutlery.
TELL ME.
I have to thanks the TKs for making my day once again.
And I never like to share such personal belongings with others. Well, there are exceptions of course. Unfortunately, they aren't the exceptions.

I hate to bring it up about how much I dislike them and the history about them. Because my life don't revolves around all of you. I've something better to do and one of them is NOT about the what/why/how/where/which of y'all.
"You just have to ~~forgive~~ and forget."
But, it seems like their hobby is: Piss me off.

That sums up my morning.
Dramatic and awful.

2007-04-16T15:13:00.000-07:00

After so long...
** ****** ** ** ****

Do you know what's the last thing you left for me?
Hurt.
And it still does.

2007-04-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

That bunch of TKs are nothing but nuisance.
Tsktsktsk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All you pea brains may not be interested in the lecture, but others are. Yak yak yak yak like nobody's business. Poor lecturer have to tolerate and ask them to lower their volume. (again and again)

Loathsome!

I HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're not interested in learning, fuck off! (back to your hometown.)
All a bunch of cheaters. (okay, there're a few exceptions though.) What a shame.

I'm so agonized having to live with them.

*Pulls hair & screams!*
*&^%$#!!!@#$%&##@!!***!!!

Everywhere, you see them, you hear them...

All I can do is tell myself "Chill chill."
Another two months...
And all will be gone for good!!!!!
The best damn thing I swear.

(:

(:

(:

Meanwhile, I shall enjoy my double chocolate mocha...
Chill.

Post-easter

2007-04-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

HI.

EASTER HOLIDAYS @ SUNDERLAND/NEWCASTLE.

sunderland

the sleeping beauty

camwhoring in the ladies heh.

H&M: the poncho i like ):

slacking in starbucks (newcastle)

nandos = deli!

the palace: timsum

teppanyaki @ restaurant hanahana

Here are two videos.
1. The caucasian doing a stunt. (my brother did it too. but due to some technical problems, i failed to take a video ):)
2. FIRE! We got so excited can.

That's about all folks. (:

2007-04-14T11:41:00.000-07:00

1 word quiz

Not as easy as you might think.

1. Where is your cell phone?
- here

2. Your bestfriend?
- ♥

3. Your hair?
- brown

4. your mother?
- dearest

5. Your father?
- best

6. Your favorite thing?
- uncountable

7. Your dream last night?
- complicated

8. Your favorite drink?
- juices

8. Your dream car?
- beetle

11. Your fears?
- uncountable (again)

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
- taitai

14. Who did you hang out with last
night?
- nobody

15. What you're not good at?
- cooking

16. Muffins?
- deli!

17. One of your wish list items?
- brains

18. Where you grew up?
- somewhere

19. The last thing you did?
- ate

20. What are you wearing?
- clothes

21. What aren't you wearing?
- accessories

22. Your pet?
- schnauzer

23. Your computer?
- white

24. Your life?
- imperfect

25. Your mood?
- thinking

26. Missing?
- leggings!!!

27. What are you thinking about right
now?
- later

28. Your car?
- none

29. Your work?
- student

30. Your summer?
- june

31. Your relationship status?
- single

32. Your favorite color?
- white

33. When is the last time you laughed?
- hours

34. Last time you cried?
- days

35. School?
- bummer

Weekends are here!

2007-04-13T11:21:00.000-07:00

Friday the 13th.
Nothing unusual, wicked or sinful happened to me/around me. I bet it's just some false collective belief. Chey!

Okay. I think there is. (not something terrible but... still yeah) I just discovered I mistook my eye makeup remover as my toner. So I cleansed my face with eye makeup remover today!!!??!??!?!!!?! :O Just to comfort myself, my eye makeup remover contains fruits extracts and blah blah blah. It's not gonna damage my skin right?? ):):):
Lesson learnt: Never purchase products with identical packaging and size!

Weather in St Andrews is like so unpredictable.
PS: Screw BBC weather forecast.
So... we were in the bistro during lunchtime. Suddenly, melvin said he was feeling cold. Then, I started feeling cold. Guess what? Someone turned on the AC. It's spring. Hello??? Like 8/9/10 degrees outside?! We questioned Alex (the bistro supervisor) I vaguely remember the conversation.

"Is the AC on?"
"Yeah"
"Uh... By accident?"
"No. "
"Oh... Why?"
"Because it was warm/hot yesterday."
I was like "What??? It doesn't makes any sense to me -.-"

Anddd, my math tutor is so Mr Bean today! Cute and comical!
(random)

Peektures soon!(:

2007-04-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

Everything is just wonderful. (my ass)
Okay, crude.

I removed the on hiatus post because on second thoughts I decided against it. (:
I know everyone is happy I'm blogging because you people are such busybodies right. (heehee)

What's new this term?
David left ELT. It's so abrupt. Well, all the best to his future endeavors.
So, we got a new substitute: Alex. He's the first teacher I've met in ELT who prefers Chinese to Christian names. ~~I sort of got offended~~ when he said my name (beryl) was silly and he insisted in calling my chinese name (y*l*) _|_ You know I was never proud of my chinese name. Whatever !@#!@#!* I'm only seeing him once a week. Furthermore, the Chinese here simply cannot get my name (beryl) right so they call me by my Chinese name. These are all besides the point. His lessons are quite engaging and relaxing. So nevermind what I mentioned above lah. Maybe he though beryl was my doll name. Beryl has a special meaning okay! Shallow. Tsktsk!!! Nevermind. Nevermind. (o:

I got back my term? results. It's a friggin 14, which is equivalent to 70%. I'm disappointed with some of my modules. I deserved better. Thanks to myself I screwed up some here and there and voila! 14 is definitely not good enough to get me to where I wish to be. Sighs.

And. We (science 2) are seeing dearest Tony Butler twice a week. *Screaamsss* All of us share the same opinion which is: It won't make a difference (positively that is) Not like we can do something about it.

I've a significant amount of workload to be done. Yet I'm happily blogging like I've so much time to spare.

I'm feeling weak. My arms especially. ): Huge ulcer.

So many untold, unfinished.

I'm learning to keep things to myself, to control my emotions, to not expect too much of others, and apply the classic phrase:
Ignorance is bliss.

All these bits and pieces just adds on to my agony.
@#!*!&#*!@*#(@!*#(!#@(#@(@*$&amp;@!&#*!@&@@*

On a better note, my dad's email made me feel better. He and his jokes. My dad is a comedian really...
They say money makes the world goes round (and rounder and rounder !grins!)

Loves.

2007-04-08T13:02:00.000-07:00

Hiya!
I'm back.

Sunderland = Great food, great company! Both of which St Andrews is deprived of :]
Truckloads of photos. But I'm lazy.
Late nights, non-stop stuffing myself with food and more food, lack of h20 = wreck.

Calls and messages are not entertained for today unless I like you.
Anyway, I appeared offline. I switched off the ringer. Only thing alive is my cellphone. Nothing much you can do about it tooo. (:(:(:
Adious!

2007-04-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

falling? sick.
meow!

2007-04-03T12:18:00.001-07:00

The best is not over but yet to be. says (12:31 AM):
i'm as clumsy as an elephant
The best is not over but yet to be. says (12:31 AM):
hahahaha
You rip what you sew © says (12:31 AM):
hahahah
You rip what you sew © says (12:31 AM):
but too thin to be elephant!

Today's my unlucky day. I fell down, body flat on the ground. ): It hurts.
But beryl is a strong girl. No worries. (though I worry there'll be scar and all.)
It's been a long while since I fell down. Damn. Clumsy elephant.

So my agent (the one who handles my studies in uk and stuffs) chatted with me. He asked how's everything so I started yakking yakking on how "lovely" everything something is. I shan't divulge the conversation. Okay, just a few words wont kill.

Alex says (2:40 AM):
need better balance
The best is not over but yet to be. says (2:40 AM):
definitely

***
Probably in life, we find no real satisfaction or happiness without obstacles to conquer and goals to achieve and ugliness of the world to combat.
***

2007-04-02T11:56:00.000-07:00

I'm downloading Prison Break right now. And it's taking friggin long. 2/3 more hours to go. Gawdddd...

It's been a few days since I blogged.
Well, I've been eating out (Indian&Chinese&Western) + having fun+ slacking + a little booze + movie/drama marathon.

Oh yesss, I just watched "The Hills Have Eyes 2" at the cinema yesterday. Super duper ultra mega gross. Gruesome and crude and cheesy. Nah, don't watch! Save the money download em" from the net. Hoho.

Sunderland is like so much better than St Andrews. As in the environment & people... Well, I personally feel that these two are the most crucial aspects. I shall save the details, because you know you know... Shhhhhh (: It's for you to find out!

So today...
I went Newcastle for timsum + shopping! The timsum is... scrumptious! Took plentiful of photos yay! Too bad my cellphone's cable ain't with me. So no photosss. Too bad.

I haven't had enough sleep because everyone's nocturnal here. :| I sort of became nocturnal under their influence. Badddddd. Hahaha. But for the fun... it's worth it?!! (O:

Okay, tired already.
Goodnight whatever bye.

2007-03-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

Dad sent me this email about bag engrish. (Laughs-out-loud)

Complicated cake.
How complicated? I'm curioussssssss.

Carefully fall into river -.-

DUMPLING STUFFED WITH THE OVARY & DIGESTIVE GLANDS OF A CRAB.
ACID FOOD.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Who dares to eat after seeing these? I swear the non-chinese will go OMG EWW!!!! :O They won't risk their life for these (:

Anyways...
I'll be leaving for Newcastle tomorrow :] (yipee yipee yaya yay!)
It's so much better off than cooping in this suffocating cheena loud environment.
Since easter holidays commenced, every morning some bitch will go outta her room and slam the damn door when she goes back into her room. Sometimes once twice or even thrice. For goodness sake...
Like in wee hours, while I'm in the mid of my beauty sleep and there some bitch goes "SLAM". How would you feel my dear readers?

I'll be out to the store to get some daily necessities and foooood. It's been days since I'd a proper meal.

So goodbye for now.
:D

2007-03-26T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hello new blogskin! Spent like 2hours to geddit done.
Simplicity!

It's spring!
But still, I'm gonna snuggle under my duvet cover and hibernate.
Feeling groggy and exhausted...
It's the time of the month. @#$%^#!@@#$!

Goodbye.

2007-03-24T12:16:00.000-07:00

Shopaholics take Dundee. Grins.
We love retail therapy.

2007-03-23T15:30:00.000-07:00

I ought to let my brain rest.
Have been thinking a lot. Crazy girl.
Now I'm thinking when to leave for newcastle...
I feel like an old granny. Or lets just say I've poor sitting posture. Back aching now and then. ROAR.
I thought I was bloated so I skipped dinner. Ended up having gastritis. As a result, I'd cereal drink and strawberries. I need to exercise. >:(

I wanna sleep.
Goodnight folks!

2007-03-23T10:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO EASTER HOLIDAYS (!)

Okie dok. Had the last lecture of the term, handed in the wretched lab report and... went to indulge!

Got to know from jen that there's a newly opened japanese/thai restaurant that is pretty good. The prices are rather reasonable. No service charges/GST. Unlike Singapore. Tsktsktsk!
Anyway, those are besides the point.
The food is fab!

L'orient Restaurant

Melvin G.

Sophisticated tea set

Prawn tempura bento

Smile sweeeetly.

Yums!

Two happy girls, bloated yet satisfied :D

FYI: My skin complexion isn't that fair seriously.

Dundee tomorrow.
Shop till you break.

2007-03-21T12:03:00.000-07:00

Hiya! Exams are finally over! *Beams*
One, two more days and welcome easter holidays!

So, after my listening exam we'd chemistry lecture. Upon knowing it's gray's lecture, we sneaked out. Yes, I skipped the lecture. It's not like I'm being the sexist, since she's the only female lecturer among all in chemistry... She's just reading off the slides and bores me out totally.

Desperate housewives season 3 episode 17 is not out yet. Meanwhile, I'm totally into 花より男子; hana yori dango. It's the japanese version of meteor garden. Hanazawa rui is hawwwt. Hheehee.

"Love just kinda happens when you least expect it..."

I've enough soap operas to keep me entertained for the week. (:

Till then folks!

2007-03-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

Beryl's so stupid. She screwed her math paper. What more?
Crushed. ); < Something more comforting was that the english writing paper was fine, manageable... I've noone to blame but myself for all these shits. I need to stop blurting shit now and then. Be refined and gracious please. Urkks. ); <

I think I shout, laugh and talk too much. Why? I was like overreacting and crying over split milk. Now, my throat hurts. Serves me right. And I've speaking tomorrow. ); < But, I've made chrysanthemum + lots of honey drink. I hope it soothes my throat. I miss home-made barley and herbal tea. Awww...

***
Hilarious(!)

2007-03-18T16:32:00.000-07:00

A friend said I'm noisy especially when I laugh.
Okay, I shall try to be demure. Giggle, don't laugh.
Pigs can fly already please.
HAHAHA.

Good luck for innovians and others for their blocktests and examinations respectively.
All the best ;)

2007-03-18T05:28:00.000-07:00

May you be blessed.

2007-03-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

New banner :D I like!
I downloaded tonnes of pretty brushes today! :D

My cutest talkative irritating lovable naughty brother.
(Never thought I'll miss him much...)
:)

2007-03-16T12:42:00.000-07:00

Screwwwww messenger.

I cant log in. Can someone tell me why???!!!!!

***

Sorry, I've not been a happy girl.
Sorry, I failed to keep to my priorities.
Sorry, I don't know why I'm feeling so blah.
Like a surge of nostalgia came over me...

2007-03-15T12:27:00.000-07:00

Hi there.
I'm so exhausted. Like always...
I was so pissed off by my experiment today. The alcohol took forever to distill off. I sat/stood at my place staring at the setup like one retard.
However, everything went (sort of) smoothly.

False alarm(!)
Lab report isn't due tomorrow. Thank goodness. And no thankyou and thankyou melvin. :oD

I need caffeine to perk me up. Yawns yawnzzzzzxxxxx.

Tears are the silent language of loss and despair.

Goodnight souls.

2007-03-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

Under relentless pressure and stress...
Work due today and tomorrow.

The modular arithmetic tutorial. (TODAY!!!) I'm really hopeless and helpless goner for this topic.

Chemistry lab report. Guess what, I've not even complete the experiment. Hopefully everything goes smoothly later at lab.

Chemistry tutorial. I'm working on it.

2007-03-10T10:08:00.000-08:00

MEET...
♥ JESSE METCALFE.

Steaming hot & sexaaye.

(Nvm he's attached.)
*Giggles*

2007-03-10T04:46:00.000-08:00

"Wheee. I'm still not too big for this ride"

Easter holidays in 2weeks time. Exams coming soon in a week's time. Daddy says I can decide any holiday destination. Heeheehee. Amsterdam with brother? Or paris/london/france? At the same time, I need to buck up. Feeling stupid will bring my nowhere. I'll work hard. Same goes to my friends alright. You reap what you sow!

& Thanks friend.(: